Update March 2016

Assalamualaikum,

tidur malam, terjaga malam buta2 ni,
hati ni tak senang ,
seolah rindu,
seolah mencari,
tapi kenapa aku masih berdegil,
seolah aku tiada tujuan hidup
Allah.

Saat banyak kerja perlu dilakukan, saat itulah aku tak ada motivasi nak buat kerja
willpower tak ada,
memandang kiri dan kanan,
mencari alasan,
mencari sebab untuk buat,
akhirnya,
aku la'go.

Dibuai nafsu, nafsu dan nafsu,
ingin melihat melihat dan melihat,
ingin memandang dan terus memandang,
mengharapkan sesuatu yang tidak pasti,
kalau begitu pasti pun, jadinya apa?

Aku bersedih terlalu lama,
setiap hari perasaan ni memakan diri ku sendiri,
ada namun tiada sebenarnya,
ya Allah palingkanlah akuu
aku dah tak larat

Semoga esok lagi baik dari hariini,
dan aku bertambah ceria,
bahagia dengan kehendak tuhan,
tenang dalam rahmatnya,

wassalam,

Yang serabut,
Adila

Precious

Assalamualaikum, 

Hai babes and guys.

One point dalam hidup aku,

Aku selalu rasa aku ni selfless,

Because I barely say no to people

But to he honest,

I am so selfish and self center actually

I have 2 weeks holiday which one week, 

I spent with family, 

Second week, i was all alone,

Just cherishmyself 

All by myself,

I went to the beach

I went to majlis ilmu,

Went to the gym, 

Went to the mall,

Went to the book fest alone,

All by myself

I just love being alone,

I feel like a selfish because i did not went home , just be with family,

Cause i dont know,i feel like a burden sometimes, and then i gonna just sit there,

And no nothing

I love everyone. 

I love myself too. 

I dont have to justify myself anyway 

I will do what i want to do

Bye

Heartbroken again

Assalamualaikum,

Bismillah,

Alhamdulillah,

Hehehe 

To be honest,

I got rejected again( i think so) hahha

But im so much happy now. 

I was thinking and thinking and thinking,

Selama ni aku jarang berdoa untuk dapat jodoh baik. 

Insyallah, ana akan berusaha berdoa ( ehek3) 

Im starting to go gym, already losing like 2 kg in 2 days Ahak3

Will try harder next time, each day.

Too much expectation will break you into pieces,

When you dont get them, 

Completely shattered,

It was my fault from the beginning pun

Harapla boleh kurus, boleh sihat,

Patutlah ade orang nak berjaya to beat others, 

Now i know.

Rebound. 

Allah,

Lillahitaala, hehhe

Oklah 

Wasalam